dear me,

wuih what a long time since i read n wrote this blogger... i miss u hehehe....i miss a lot of people nih...kmaren g ngutak ngatik friendster n liat temen2 santi n ternyata ada anak d3 inggris gtu dr temennya santi n g cari2 muka2 yg g kenal n u all know hat ada sammy hehehe lucu bgt deh...jgn2 tu anak dah jd esmod lg...ternyata setau g dia pacaran ma...aduh g lupa namany tp tauorgnya d...wah tp mo punya ce pa ga tetep lucu hehehe...........

jgn pd mikir macem2 yah....g suka tu org seblum bgt ma anton sekitar th 99 pas g masuk d3 inggris.... suatu keputusan yg g sesali meninggalkan ui tsb pdhal g tinggal 2sem kasarnya cm gara2 sulit bgt ktemu ma dekan buat cuti akhirnya g keluar bener2 deh...hiks sedihnya pdhal asyik bgt d suasana belajar...g mo cuek2 aja jg bisa klo mo gaul jg bisa....wallau g ga beljar d rumaha tp krn belajarnya kontinu gut jd enak aja gtu...

g br email temen g yg paling deket d situ yaitu mia...wah masih pd inget g ga yah?? well klo ga yah pasrah deh...jd inget masa2 d ui deh...n suasana kampus yg enak bgt tu...

wuah.... suah deh...thats the past lah yah...

skrg d kantor lg pusing bgt lg gara2 tiba2 ada blank signal gtu d jakarta...udah deh pd complain semua n g jg bingung lg info apa soalnya kan belum ketahuan permasalhannya apa?!!! skrg sih ktnya dah solved tp masih ada juga tuh yg complain...pusing deh...untung tinggal bentar lg g dah mo pulang n besok libur!!!

g mo ngurus wisuda nih besok ma benny klo jadi n trus ktemu ma naka2 deh...skalian talk about aire...hope she can solve her problem for the best.

Somebody Out there

Somebody out there are looking at me,

Somebody will be there for me

in good times and bad time,

especially when u down on ur knees

they will feel u with warness in ur heart.

in times we forget about them,

especially when u so busy with ur ambition.

so caught up with individual life.

but.....

here they are, when u need the most.

they just pop out of the blue forr u.

with their attention and they ears

to listen n hug u

without any pretention.

They are ur true friend,

without boundaries of land or time.

They love u for who u are

although they not always on ur mind

but time will tell,

who u truly friends are.

I love u all..............

u all complete me and teach me

without u all know.

God Bless

me today.........

dear me,

hari ini g lagi libur nih...lg d warnet ma ane...wah bbrp hari ini warnet lagi tempat tongkrongan fave hehehe.... apalg nath dgn gebetan baru nya hehehe...jd pingin ktawa g inget permasalahn gebetan ini huahahah.... makanya ibu vania kayak ga kenal temen kita deh...siapa cb yg bisa mengalahkan pesona nath eheheh...knapa ga ada yg ngejar g yah...temen2 g kayakya lg pd dikejar2 yg untungnya buka karena ngutang hehehe...

ane dgn para laki2 terindahnya namun belum menemukan pilihan...nath dgn co 2 yg mengelilinginya namun masih dgn ketidakpastian akan mau dirinya sendiri.... arie yah itu aja sih tp... ups masalah kel ga boleh ....

klo g yah masih dengan cinta sesaat g hehehe cinta apa sih bo.... pokoknya seperti Jie un (ngarang ) bilang CHAYO!!!

uuhhh kangen k bdg n jalan2 ma beeeepppp maap harus di sensor... utk kerahasiaan pihak2 yg tdk ingin disebutkan namanya...hehehe

kemaren akhirnya g nelp tu anak... bawrl bgt d tp jd nya malah enak ga perlu mikir2 mo ngomong apa...g minta dititipan ma bonyoknya kartika sari sayang malah dah berangkat bt d.... lg ngidan KS nih dgn browniesnya ...mmmhhhh... enak nya...

well its okay if i just menikmati perasaan ini kan?? this is not worong right?? or it is?? well i know where the boundaries n hope i dont jump over it.... buat teman2 ku...this is just a phase of my life....

dear me,

im feeling so down this past few days....co ive been holding back ome feeling...i dont know if it alright but i know it for the best. i know im strong enough but it still haunt me... this is just a phase my best friend said...i know deep down thats true but i dont know....i like this feeling that for a long time i dont felt it anymore.... i love this ride of feeling.....

this is where my sanity keep me on the ground... i hev to finish it although i know whenu come to feeling u cant just end it but i hev to find a way... i once can make it that miracle ,i know now i can too...
i thankful that he is o kind to me that i dont have regret just memories about someone that i adore for a while. a memories that can be remembered everytime i want...the feeling...the butterfly...all what i did n how he so nice to me.... like im his friend n he know what it felt to like someone that not in right place or time...
im glad still holding me that i dont broke.... this i my weakne,when im feeling in love...i really become vulnerable but the strength from HIM n myelf that wont anybody see how weak i am keed holding me...

Ku tak tahu mengapa rasa itu hadir.
Memenuhi sisi yg tak kukira ada.

Ku tak tahu keberadaanmu kapan kan berakhir
Mengisi relung yang terdalam.

Ku tahu ku harus melewati semua asa mengalir,
dengan senyum tanpa penyesalan.

a journey has its own start and end. this is part of my jouney of life that i have to handle.

PETERPAN - Di atas Normal

tak dapat ku mengerti di kepala kepala di kaki

Pikiranku patutnya menyadari Siapa yang harus dan tak harus ku cari

Tetapi tak dapatku mengerti . Sesuatu yang baru ku sadari

Kau tinggalkanku tanpa sebab yang pasti Sesuatu yang harusnya terjadi

Kau sakiti aku kau yang harus ku benci

Tetapi tak dapatku menyesal dapatku mengerti Tetapi tak dapatku menertawai

Dapatku menertawai dapatku mengerti

Reff: Oooh... ku mencari sesuatu yang telah mati

AKu mencari hati yang ku benci

Oooh... ku mencari sesuatu yang tak kembali Ku mencari hati yang ku benci

Tetapi tak dapatku menertawai Dapatku menertawai dapatku Menertawai dapatku mengerti

Oooh... ku mencari tetap tak dapat ku temuiG

AKu mencari hati yang ku benci

isi hati terdalam neh...lagi bodoh bgt bbrp hari in gue!!!

dunno what to think, to feel even to make decision of something so absurd... omg.... ga jelas!!!