Sunday, January 27, 2008

MOURNING WEEK

yesterday our own Indonesia ex President died. This country make one week to mourn for him. this feel so contradictive. just few days earlier the same week a lot of people protested for his trial n this country still on hold on that cases. but suddenly every mistake become blur (force to dissapeared?) n we have one week national mourning??

i realize i one of them who thinks it was feel better when he was th 1st man.on the other hand i also know a lot of things happen that been silenced for his best ( or ours? ) I heard what u dont know cant killed u. Then again about his corruption?? i dont know about this n i dont feel any different in my life if his still the president or put behind bars?

in my own opinion i see this situation so funny. When our people gain what we call freedom from protesting n force the goverment to heard our opinions but why we still import our food? why a lot of people starve to death n cant have education, health,safety.
Are we even ready to get the freedon that we want? Sometimes we have to be careful what we wish for coz u might have it.

hope this journey of handling the freedom that we have wont take long to cope. especially the people on higher places. coz it affect the people below them. who only have fighting spirits less than before. Hope they know that the people who fight for this so-called freedom had hopes n dreams.

i dream of living freely, free education till senior high,health insurance,better public transportation. Dont just follow the bad side of western but also the good side such as free education and based on skill, health insurance, social numbers, etc

i dont know what to say but to say that this mourn week will also be the mourning of our country past n future.



Wednesday, January 16, 2008

New Year New me???

HAPPY NEW YEAR =P

walau sdh lewat tapi masih terasa bgt aromanya. nulis tahun aja msh suka 2007.belum terbiasa kayaknya pdhal dah 2 minggu lebih nih.but this year although i wouldn said it was a resolution but like a plan for this year.

1. Forward to keeping money till 2009.
2. Post grad for becoming psycholog (compromise with my parents)

thats the whole picture of 2008 for me. but for each plan they hev heir own step.
im hoping for the number one i can tighten my need of shopping. not clothes or others but food =p cant help it to taste good food n expensive. also try my best to invest or saving every month.thats hard for me coz never get used to that skill of saving.but now im learning to write down my expense. but now i hev my own privilege of indovision in my room. that the cost that i dont want to cut off coz i stay at my room a lot when im in the house.

for thw second ne well it must help by my parents but i already hev their blessing. i just hev to find the best place who offer the best price huehehhe or maybe it will be postponed till 2009 to save some money. i also looking for scholarship.

back to work again...

peace n out