Perjalanan 1 malam
Dont expect anything from that journey. Just want see what God gave us. The green that lay upon us makes me feel vulnerable n so small. When i fight the current i dont even realize that it can represent my life right now. But i t does. Slowly i can see that it all drained my spirits. In other hand it makes me stronger with thought of him. every smile he gave me and every words that we exchange can brighten my day. but then i realize i need more friendships that really pure not just acted love. i am only human that can be hurt but i know what cant kil me only make me stronger.
i dont feel ashamed to cry and confess how hurt it is but thats my problem coz this is my heart. I dont need ur pity face it can make me worse. if u want to pretend to care just be my friends. But i dont think u can do that. i dont know why u can do that but its the same like everybody ask why can i just like others than u? i cant stop this feeling coz to me its precious but i will act like i lost this feeling. hope u happy and i can see u smile still.
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