life is a Journey

well ive been through a tough week.thinking about my decision n experience for taking a new job. it is really like jump off a cliff coz u dont know what lay ahead. but after thinking through it all, i have to be wiser in life and dont want to be quitter. untung keadaan keluarga g ga bikin g org yg gampang putus asa.

hampir g jd org yg kerjanya complain terus n ga liat sekeliling dulu. walau tetep ada pelajarannya bhw ga sgampang itu make choice n ga boleh cepet2. bener jg kt viana sebelumnya background check is a must!!!

life is a journey (ngutip kt tamara blezynnski yg lg naek daun beritanya) semua ada jalannya dah akan mengarah ke jalah lain....jd ikutin aja...setiap persimpangan membuat kita berpikit lebih matang dan menguatkan hati. hanya seekor keledai yg akan masuk ke lubang yg sama 2x. hal ini berlaku dalam semua aspek kehidupan. saat logika terhenti dan manusia mencari alasan maka dia termasuk org yg ga pasrah serta dibutakan.

Kemaren g br d wisuda...seru bgt d, dgn dandanan yg berbeda bgt d...g pake kebaya loeh...bonyok datengdr menado trus pd nginep d Hilton, compliment dr temen kantor bokap g P'Kafi Kurnia. dsana segerombolan brg lusi+cesar.... prosesinya bikin g ngantuk bgt d... udah g jauh duduknya ma beni...deg2an ternyata yah d wisuda tp sisanya ngantuk heehhehe...

siangnya nat+ane datang...senenngnya d g didatengin walau jd bertanya2 pd saat temen2 g wisuda, g dmana yah?? hiks..hiks...

mudah2aqn g bisa dtg utk sumpah nat+ane...ato klo ada ntar yg kul s2 d jkt tp kaleee =p

g ma anak2 itu dibawa liat pameran handicraft d hall sebelah...lumayan d batik2nya...g mau d jd pemakai batik sayang yg bagus tp mahal2 a.k.a toyer kt ane tp sayang krn g masih pake hak tinggi bikin g ga nyaman bgt n kaki belas jdnya...

pas sore brenang d hotel perih bgt.....tp view d kolam renangnya keren bgt d....

malemnya g tepar d kecapean....trus hari ii back to kantor lg.....

L.O.V.E

When you love someone, you'll do crazy things you can't explain, you'll deny the truth and believe in lies. When you love someone, you sacrifice, give everything you've got and dont think twice.

Love is the feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we fall off, we learn to hold on tighter...hoping that next time, we may never have to let go. They say when love knocks at your door, open it. But do you know that sometimes love enters through the back door and before you begin to notice it, it's on it's way out. why? bcoz u to focus on front door then forget bout the one that back u up truthfully.

Have you ever loved only to let it go?.. Have you ever hated someone and loved him so?.. Have you ever missed someone so bad it made you cry?.. Have you ever seen someone left alone without knowing why? ..
True: Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who wins the last love of a man.

Love is not the right word to say when you feel guilty nor the right word to say when you like a person but love really matters when we share our thoughts, our minds, and our hearts...

Life has a way of changing things but not the joy that friendship brings, for friendship is like the shining moon, makes each night a brighter one. Love is not for beauty or color of the skin, but for a heart that is loyal within, for beauty fades and the skin would grow old but a heart that is loyal will never turn cold.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

The past is meant to be used as a tool for the future.

Bad experiences indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned should make you better.

On letting go: it hurts to see someone you love happy with somebody else;

but wouldn't it hurt you more to see that person unhappy...with you?

When you find arms that will hold you at your weakest, eyes that will see you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in both instances, and a heart that will love you at your worst, then you have found true love.

Someday, someone might come into your life and love you in a way you always wanted.

If your someday was yesterday.. LEARN
If your someday is tomorrow.. HOPE
If your someday is today.. CHERISH.

GBU

dear me,

wuih what a long time since i read n wrote this blogger... i miss u hehehe....i miss a lot of people nih...kmaren g ngutak ngatik friendster n liat temen2 santi n ternyata ada anak d3 inggris gtu dr temennya santi n g cari2 muka2 yg g kenal n u all know hat ada sammy hehehe lucu bgt deh...jgn2 tu anak dah jd esmod lg...ternyata setau g dia pacaran ma...aduh g lupa namany tp tauorgnya d...wah tp mo punya ce pa ga tetep lucu hehehe...........

jgn pd mikir macem2 yah....g suka tu org seblum bgt ma anton sekitar th 99 pas g masuk d3 inggris.... suatu keputusan yg g sesali meninggalkan ui tsb pdhal g tinggal 2sem kasarnya cm gara2 sulit bgt ktemu ma dekan buat cuti akhirnya g keluar bener2 deh...hiks sedihnya pdhal asyik bgt d suasana belajar...g mo cuek2 aja jg bisa klo mo gaul jg bisa....wallau g ga beljar d rumaha tp krn belajarnya kontinu gut jd enak aja gtu...

g br email temen g yg paling deket d situ yaitu mia...wah masih pd inget g ga yah?? well klo ga yah pasrah deh...jd inget masa2 d ui deh...n suasana kampus yg enak bgt tu...

wuah.... suah deh...thats the past lah yah...

skrg d kantor lg pusing bgt lg gara2 tiba2 ada blank signal gtu d jakarta...udah deh pd complain semua n g jg bingung lg info apa soalnya kan belum ketahuan permasalhannya apa?!!! skrg sih ktnya dah solved tp masih ada juga tuh yg complain...pusing deh...untung tinggal bentar lg g dah mo pulang n besok libur!!!

g mo ngurus wisuda nih besok ma benny klo jadi n trus ktemu ma naka2 deh...skalian talk about aire...hope she can solve her problem for the best.

Somebody Out there

Somebody out there are looking at me,

Somebody will be there for me

in good times and bad time,

especially when u down on ur knees

they will feel u with warness in ur heart.

in times we forget about them,

especially when u so busy with ur ambition.

so caught up with individual life.

but.....

here they are, when u need the most.

they just pop out of the blue forr u.

with their attention and they ears

to listen n hug u

without any pretention.

They are ur true friend,

without boundaries of land or time.

They love u for who u are

although they not always on ur mind

but time will tell,

who u truly friends are.

I love u all..............

u all complete me and teach me

without u all know.

God Bless

me today.........

dear me,

hari ini g lagi libur nih...lg d warnet ma ane...wah bbrp hari ini warnet lagi tempat tongkrongan fave hehehe.... apalg nath dgn gebetan baru nya hehehe...jd pingin ktawa g inget permasalahn gebetan ini huahahah.... makanya ibu vania kayak ga kenal temen kita deh...siapa cb yg bisa mengalahkan pesona nath eheheh...knapa ga ada yg ngejar g yah...temen2 g kayakya lg pd dikejar2 yg untungnya buka karena ngutang hehehe...

ane dgn para laki2 terindahnya namun belum menemukan pilihan...nath dgn co 2 yg mengelilinginya namun masih dgn ketidakpastian akan mau dirinya sendiri.... arie yah itu aja sih tp... ups masalah kel ga boleh ....

klo g yah masih dengan cinta sesaat g hehehe cinta apa sih bo.... pokoknya seperti Jie un (ngarang ) bilang CHAYO!!!

uuhhh kangen k bdg n jalan2 ma beeeepppp maap harus di sensor... utk kerahasiaan pihak2 yg tdk ingin disebutkan namanya...hehehe

kemaren akhirnya g nelp tu anak... bawrl bgt d tp jd nya malah enak ga perlu mikir2 mo ngomong apa...g minta dititipan ma bonyoknya kartika sari sayang malah dah berangkat bt d.... lg ngidan KS nih dgn browniesnya ...mmmhhhh... enak nya...

well its okay if i just menikmati perasaan ini kan?? this is not worong right?? or it is?? well i know where the boundaries n hope i dont jump over it.... buat teman2 ku...this is just a phase of my life....

dear me,

im feeling so down this past few days....co ive been holding back ome feeling...i dont know if it alright but i know it for the best. i know im strong enough but it still haunt me... this is just a phase my best friend said...i know deep down thats true but i dont know....i like this feeling that for a long time i dont felt it anymore.... i love this ride of feeling.....

this is where my sanity keep me on the ground... i hev to finish it although i know whenu come to feeling u cant just end it but i hev to find a way... i once can make it that miracle ,i know now i can too...
i thankful that he is o kind to me that i dont have regret just memories about someone that i adore for a while. a memories that can be remembered everytime i want...the feeling...the butterfly...all what i did n how he so nice to me.... like im his friend n he know what it felt to like someone that not in right place or time...
im glad still holding me that i dont broke.... this i my weakne,when im feeling in love...i really become vulnerable but the strength from HIM n myelf that wont anybody see how weak i am keed holding me...

Ku tak tahu mengapa rasa itu hadir.
Memenuhi sisi yg tak kukira ada.

Ku tak tahu keberadaanmu kapan kan berakhir
Mengisi relung yang terdalam.

Ku tahu ku harus melewati semua asa mengalir,
dengan senyum tanpa penyesalan.

a journey has its own start and end. this is part of my jouney of life that i have to handle.

PETERPAN - Di atas Normal

tak dapat ku mengerti di kepala kepala di kaki

Pikiranku patutnya menyadari Siapa yang harus dan tak harus ku cari

Tetapi tak dapatku mengerti . Sesuatu yang baru ku sadari

Kau tinggalkanku tanpa sebab yang pasti Sesuatu yang harusnya terjadi

Kau sakiti aku kau yang harus ku benci

Tetapi tak dapatku menyesal dapatku mengerti Tetapi tak dapatku menertawai

Dapatku menertawai dapatku mengerti

Reff: Oooh... ku mencari sesuatu yang telah mati

AKu mencari hati yang ku benci

Oooh... ku mencari sesuatu yang tak kembali Ku mencari hati yang ku benci

Tetapi tak dapatku menertawai Dapatku menertawai dapatku Menertawai dapatku mengerti

Oooh... ku mencari tetap tak dapat ku temuiG

AKu mencari hati yang ku benci

isi hati terdalam neh...lagi bodoh bgt bbrp hari in gue!!!

dunno what to think, to feel even to make decision of something so absurd... omg.... ga jelas!!!

helllo me...

hello aku...hehehe...

hari ini gue lagi bodoh bgt deh... udah ah...g mau cerita2 aja ttg g akhirnya stl sekian lama ke bdg juga loh...senangnya...walaupun sedikit tercoreng oleh kejadian yg nge bt in but ada senganya juga deh... ada ade nya temen gu hehehe orgnya lucu deh...but yah segitua ja deh... g senang bgt bisa k bdg..liat jln dago trus tambahanya pas sabtu nya g nginep d hotel savoy gtu bisa brenang n dpt breakfast wah saenangya...jarang2 g tinggal di hotel bintang...hotel bersejarah lagi....

wah jd kangen bdg lagi deh...mmmh krn bdg pa krn ade temen g yah heheheh ga deng...bener nih kt benny g lama2 pedofil jg...di kantor pd seumuran ato yg tua2 kayaknya g biasa2 aja deh...bener2 deh gue... brother complex bgt kayaknya deh...

keinginan pindah bdg jd makin gede deh...suasana nya tuh enak bgt dgn cuacanya yg malem msh tetap dingin tp orng2 nya santai2 abis ga kayak d jkt smua serba grabak grubuk...g pingin slow down sdikit deh...atau merubah hidup g seidikit yg sudah terlalu monotn ini...

aduh brani ga yah g?? tapi g mo cb2 nanya ah mungkin ga yah g pindah?? start over all alone..
umur g dah ga muda lagi neih...hrs take chance asap...

well... we'll see n pray....like He said pray that its all up to HIM but do something like it all up to you...iya ga??!!

GBU

one day...............

hello myself,

beberapa hari ini begitu banyak ynag terjadi deh.... one of my friend passed away...when i heard the news , i dont belive it coz it so sudden n i dont even know if he was sick. the truth is dami n ivan kept it from us coz they thought we really be sad if saw jorjhie like that.

when me, ane n nath saw him at carolus...omg he looked so different not like oji that we know... it made us sad n angry coz we cant see him on his last day... we like thinking,,gila yah..temen g sakit keras tp g ga tau apa2 atau bahkan g seneng2 kali kmaren2....

i cant slept well that night...couple of time woke up coz dream that i dont even recall. death dont frighten me but still put a lot of mystery for me...

well now back to reality .... bbrp saat ini krn nath lg jd pengangguran krn dah selesai tinggal ane deh...kit asering jln bareng deh...lumayan deh sebelum pd sibuk2 lagi.. hehehe...

kemaren nonton brg janji joni...film nya bodoh bgt tp fave scene g adl liat joni playing drum..w.ah keren bgt soalnya ketahuan bgt nicholas maen beneran tuh...trus liat mariana renata...so cute n humble n..inner beauty abis d...

trus kemaren vania nelp g...like usual cav penuh dgn iri 2 an heehhe...pas g cerita ma nath n ane huahahaha....tp seneng deh denger kabar ibu itu abis sibuk bgt sampae email aja males krn pfull of college work n love work heehhe....

well g dah mo balik neh dr kantor...hope life can be this simple for next week n month..

GBU

hellooooo

wah dama lama jg neh ga isi...

news flash from this past few months...
1. akhirnya g n benny dah "baekan" ma elin hehe...gencatan senjata cuy coz after all this is her life right...like his father said she become more calm down hehehe....hope she wont regret everything that become her decision. coz married is a big deal. u vow in front of God n Human.gue ktemuan ma elin+mance mendengarkan cerita2 mereka b2 utk persiapan pernikahan...jd kepikiran tp smakin menyadari bhw merid buat g masih jaaaauuuuhhhh.....still want to be with myself more.
2.gue sempet telp yuli akhirnya..berhubungan dgn berita teman2 kita merid. ibu itu ternyata masih takut katanya shg hampir setahun ga ada kabr2nya. walau sebentar kayaknya cici bae2 aja. masih kerja n ma uut.
3. ngobrol2 ma ela ttg anak2 X yg dah mo selesai satu persatu n dgn yg pacaran2 ga jelas juga yg jelas tp jd lucu krn menurut kita bpk satu itu harusnya ga gtu bgt tp jd beda aja skrg setelah ada "bodyguard". rencana mo jalan2 luar kota lg pas dah pd ujian.
dua hal besar itu yg mnrt g happening bgt di hidup gue...tentang kehidupan g sih biasa2 aja.nothing much still the same...lagi seneng punya waktu ktemu temen2 gue coz after all like ive been talk in my blogger...my life is for others although i try to make balance...
4. nyelip satu nih...g br cobain mangga apel..pernah denger ga..tapi mangga nya aneh gtu.setengah mateng tapi setengah masih 1/2 mateng abis...

udah ah...dah mo siap2 kerja neh...

bubye...

dear myself,

wah bulan ini lg cape2 n bt2 nya ma jadwal kerja g nih...lagi sering bgt dpt kerja sabtu-minggu...hiks...hiks... bt deh...

tadi malem g aja tidur jam2 krn anton bela2in mau pas teng jam 12 d riumah rendy karena tuh anak ultah...ada onang n dindin juga...aduh si dindin itu lucu bgt tanpa tu anak hrs biat ngelucu...udah g ketawa mulu ngeliat tu anak b2 mirip gtu lama2 kayaka kaka-ade hehehehe....


oia g mo update last info ttg kekecewaan...g jd takut deh bila perubahan itu berhubungan dengan org yg sayang bgt apakah itu sahabat ato keluarga or even pacar2.... g brasa lagi berdiri di atas kapas yg salah bergerak sedikit robek ato terbang....

kayak skrg dhn sahabat g...or is she still consider me as best friend or just one of the guys?? coz she treat me like that...make me feel not worth it...i hope im not going to be like that...like i said to cavanela before...klo g dah anggep mereka jd keluarga bgt jd klo ada apa2 they will be the first to know or maybe second after family =p but i wont let them in the dark for so long...

it hurts u know...like being betray by someone u love.... i know ive been there when high school when cavanela grow apart but after that we grow stronger...for this problem, i really dont know...i think we will grow apart...coz i really feel i dont know her anymore...

everything that she told me doesnt come in action...all she share about her n anything i dont know if that really her or just...??

well...thats about it.... im talking to myself over and over again to have faith but its hard... i just follow what will be happen...but one yhing for sure...it already break apart .....

Suasana hati

dear myself,

still feeling kinda there is a black hole in my mind, my heart, my soul that attracts all my living n life inside. feeling numb to follow throuh what happened today....every little thing...

i dont know between feeling sad, happy or in between?? dont know what to think.... it just like i make through today like robot... a lot happen to me these past few days and weeks taht kinda make me sad and struggle...my sadness coz a friend, my workplace, my home...it all tumbling down in my heart n mind...that i feel like i want to do something crazy like running away and move to some place thhat dont know mw n i dont know anybody...so i can dissapear.

God help me....i love me and i know u love me...but it kinda hard to make it...i need some miracle or just little happiness to make throgh... u know the best for me, something that can lit my face n heart n mind.

i need time to relax n try to empty my mind of all these around me that tied me so tight...

hope i can make through of these boredom n deppressed inside...still try to laugh coz i hope it kinda help me....

Quarter life crisis

dear myself,

waktu berlalu cepat bgt ga terasa udah hamopir melewati seperempat abad umur gue berlalu. mulai waktunya bertanya akan apa yang telah gue lakukan, sedang dan akan gue lakukan selanjutnya. Memandang kesuksesan dari berbagai pandangan. apakah dengan jabatan tinggi? gaji besar?punya keluarga? yang mana menurut pandangan loe??

teman2 gue yang dah pd mo merid, pd ada yg berubah ada juga yang ga cuma berubah pandangan atau fokus saja tapi masih batas yg g ngerti sih...maklum pandangan orang single kali yah =p

utk yg masih di relationship alias pacaran jg mulai berbeda-beda d...yg pacaran dah lebih dari setahun juga mulai bingung klo ada masalha2 kecil apakah dipendam demi kenyamanan hidup? atau comfort zone yaitu ketakutan akankah ada yg mau sama gue lagi?? bakal dpt org sebaik dia ga?? well something between heart n mind saling bertabrakan.

belum lagi memikirkan mau kerja dmana? want to pursue carrier or fulfill ur dream??
pusing bgt yah between single n in relatinship semua punya masalah masing aplg yg merid. keputusan yg besar dgn disandangya DEWASA karena umur yg ditanggung...

ga rela bgt rasanya kehilangan saat kita masih bisa semau g tanpa ada cap2 yg mengganggu..mau single, mau punya pacar, mau a punya uang...semua yg dirasakan saat masa kecil.

memang bener Tuhan baik karena klo ga dibantu Tuhan Hidup semakin berat pastinya tapi karena dibantu dia g percaya bgt bisa jalanin hidup dengan segala berat serta kegalauan yg harus dilewati. penyesalan karena tetap kita darah dan daging.

fiuh berat bgt deh yg g tulis....tapi masih ada ntar disambung karena hev to go home now.

where r the gud days???

aduh mingguini lagi ga banet deh...lelah bgt mental g...hampir g jatuh krn keperluan akan perhatian pd ssorg untung masih kuat g hehehe....

g lg sdih krn salah satu temen g kayaknya ga bisa menej time buat keperluan dia sendiri g gtu...dia sahabat g but krn future husband nya mau dateng jdnya tu anak jd aneh gtu deh but nyebelin n bikin g sedih krn dia kayaknya jdnya ga melakukan apa yg dia bilang bahwa jdnya dia lebih tenangbuat selesain skripsi klo tu bpk dateng. skrg aja para sahabat dah pada ngeluh...telp susah diangkat terus sms jarang dibales hiks..hiks...tp g tau ibu itu ga bisa dibilangin harus dari dirinya sedniri gtu...sayang aja menurut g skripsi nya tinggal selangkah doang gtu bu..senen+selasa doang n masih ada sisa 5 hari buat seneng2....well g cm ingetin walau g tahu ibu itu pasti bt but thats the only thing i can do coz we all grown up kan apalg ibu satu itu can calon jd ibu2 beneran hehehe.....

oia mayang n arief udah positif tahun ini merid...wah g ma benny kayaknya masih jauh deh coz sama2 masih punya obsesi pribadi..iya ga pak :)

sabtu besok nyokap mo dateng dr Menado but ktnya sepupu g jg mau datang bareng ...g bingung aja ntar nginep dmana yah? kamar g padet bgt klo b3 but kayaknya ga mungkin nginep tempat laen deh..udah minggu bsok g dr rabu kerja malem lagi...ga bisa jalan2 deh...lumayan nih nyokap ada buat belanja2 hhehehe....

hari ini g mo hev fun ah...maen ma anton..trus nemenin anton k rscm d krn nyokapnya abis operasi but agak deg2an jd males abis nyokapnya yg masih galak gtu. kata2 benny tuh yg bikin g seneng sih...dengan pengalaman beni bersama ortu perempuan batak yg ktnya emang gtu....jaga ajrak aja kt ben....genggsi ktnya dong... lucu juga sih but bikin deg2an ...

well hev to go to work now....morning everybody

Pagi....aduk like usual g lg masuk pagi nih...ngantuk bgt deh...tidurnya kurang nih. tadi malam dr gereja ke distro hujan2an gtu lagi trus ke rumah rendy juga masih hujan. pas sampe gading waduh makin deres bo!

btw Happy Easter... pas hari jumat di tv di pasang The passion gitu aduh g sampe ga tahan banget ga nangis klo nonton film itu...g dah bilang ma anton pindah channel aja abis lg di rumah rendy gtu ga asyik bgt g nangis2...tp yah gitu pd malah nonton aduh pas mulai bagian Yesus di cambuk g dah nangis n makin keras waktu g jalan salib itu sampai sesak nafas gtu...wah cengeng abis gtu g...tp ya udah g bodo amat diliatin tu dua cowo...Film itu emang bikin g sedih bgt melihat betapa besar Kasih Yesus...sekarang aja sambil ngebayangin film itu g dah mau nangis gtu hiks...hiks...

okeh deh... back to reality...situasi di kantor g lg ga kondusif nih...something missing i dont know what maybe just miss miauw =p maybe just have to keep up the atmosphere once again?? well i dont know with this new guy around something kinda ...i dont know how to describe that...mmmmhhhh...udah ah...

temen2 di sekeliling g lg bermasalah ma cowo yg udah punya cewe nih...kasihan deh..iya ga ne hehehe but ur not the only one kok ne n i know its not ur fault this is a gme that played by two people right...but u know what g kayaknya malah digoda juga nih aduh ga asyik bgt deh udah bosen bgt g sama cara ni anak deh but seneng juga hehehe tetep de cewe...tapi kali ini g masih kuat kok abis g lagi sayang2 nya ma anton si mister cuek itu heehhe.....

udah ah have back to work...ditunggu comment2 yang membangun hehehe boleh yg membangun kemarahan atau kesenangan.

long time since i look throguh n write about my day on this blogger. kangen bgt deh nulis disini. memang dasarnya gue biasa nulis diari kali yah..well my one girlie things....

minggu ini seneng karena after a long time g bisa ke gereja baareng anton lagi...how i miss this feeling....terus g dpt libur hari rabu-kamis kmaren...walaupun di tengah minggu tapi g seneng karena bisa ist banget2 sebelum abis itu dari jumat sampe selasa bsok g pagi...hua bete bgt deh...rabu g facial ma elin...muka g di permak abis d but seneng karena hidung jadi halus lagi...terus maem sate bubur ayam d tempat elin..wah emang d otista itu g ktemu ma buryam yg enak2 terus d. g abis itu ktemu ma mance d kfc melayu skalian nunggu elin aerobic. aduh ibu satu itu dah geda bgt badannya skrg...trus d gym g liat co2 berbadan kekar ih serem jdnya....

g ma mance ngobrol2 aja ngalor ngidul catch up things...i miss those days when we just hang out but i guess times change so our needs ang responsibilities that comes with that. mance skrg dah kerja jg,buat modal ktnya hehehe...cant wait to see her marry coz a lot of things that she gone through to get there.
klo g mah...masih jauh bo!! buat diri sendiri aja masih belum mampu...belum settle g.but im happy if i see around me happy =p

rabu itu g jg nginep d rmh elin...br tidurnya jam2 gtu karena ngobrol2 trus. bsoknya g k distro d seperti biasa.pulang bareng anton. 2 hari yg menyenangkan deh...jumat g kerja dengan santai deh...walau pusing karena d kantor ada perubahan utk isi aconet... itu tuh kode2 atas apa aja info yg diminta customer ataupun complain...angka2nya buanyak bgt trus ada perubahan2 d.

waduh ngomongin kerjaan g jd keinget g janji call customer...waduh pusing deh...mudah2an ga bete d dia. g telp bsok deh.aduh pusing deh...

well must get back neh...g mo maem dulu trus balik d k rmh...tidur buat kerja lg bsok pagi.

Nyepi Day

wah hari ini libur gtu...tgl merah but g masuk hiks...hiks...gpp dong, untung dihitung lembur...ngejar setoran bgt g =p iya nih mau belanja2 besok soalnya ada yg mau g beli gtu buat bulan depan ..yaitu jaket bahan aduh apa yah namanya..pokonya keren gtu deh...menurut g loh...

oia film banyu biru si tora sudiro yg maen dah ada loh...waktu itu pas nonton arisan ma gue siapa yg bilang suka ma tora....wah di film ini dia lucu bgt loh...

pa kabar yah anak2 yg laen...terakhir g cm ktemu ma elin doang...yg laen pada sibuk...mance malah lg saling ketemuan ma mertua. =p

well....another day...g ambil senengnya aja n sekalian nunggu soalnya ntar ada kumpul ma ela gtu...hari ela ultah deh...

udahah...back to work...

Nyepi Day

wah hari ini libur gtu...tgl merah but g masuk hiks...hiks...gpp dong, untung dihitung lembur...ngejar setoran bgt g =p iya nih mau belanja2 besok soalnya ada yg mau g beli gtu buat bulan depan ..yaitu jaket bahan aduh apa yah namanya..pokonya keren gtu deh...menurut g loh...

oia film banyu biru si tora sudiro yg maen dah ada loh...waktu itu pas nonton arisan ma gue siapa yg bilang suka ma tora....wah di film ini dia lucu bgt loh...

pa kabar yah anak2 yg laen...terakhir g cm ktemu ma elin doang...yg laen pada sibuk...mance malah lg saling ketemuan ma mertua. =p

well....another day...g ambil senengnya aja n sekalian nunggu soalnya ntar ada kumpul ma ela gtu...hari ela ultah deh...

udahah...back to work...

wah,,,,gue lagi break nih...akhirnya setelah sekian lama bisa isi blogger ini lagi...selama seminggu ini banyak bgt kejadian deh...dan kebanyakan berita2 yg gue dpt adalah yg sedih2... =( minggu kemaren g ktemuan ma beny,elin n mance...wah bu mance bw kabar baik klo bakal merid tahun ini...menurut gue ini kabar baik but buruknya dalah setelah itu ibu satu itu akanmakin sibuk tur bareng band Harapan Jaya...pernah denger ga?? satu lagi deh hilang...terus ga lama g dpt berita elin bakal dilamar tahun ini walau ga tau merid kapan...g seneng temen g yg satu itu jd settle deh n calonnya udah settle deh walau bakal diboyong tuh anak k melb =( g pikir masih tahun depan but kabar terbaru adalah bakal dipercepat krn dah k2 nya males jauh2an lagi n kira2 juli setelah elin selesai skripsi dan wisuda... huahhhh hiks..hikss....g kd sebel ma aussie nih..temen2 g hilang satupersatu ke tempat itu...walau bakal wisuda bareng n pesta disini tapi abis itu hilang....hiks...hiks....sedih bgt de... g bukan merasa pressure pd merid semua temen2 g malah jd sedih n semakin ga siap deh buat omitmen seumur hidup seperti itu walo g bakal seneng bisa tigngal bareng anton but klo tiap hari mesti ktemu dan masalh ekonomi jd masalah bersama kayaknya g belum tahan pressure itu d... pertengahan tahun ini hidup g akan beda bgt deh..sekarang aja udah dimulai dengan ketua tim g dah resmi pindah...wlalu penggantinya mas andri asyik juga but tetep atmosfirnya beda aja kali yah..biasa liat ketua tim g dgn muka lucu n juteknya itu hehehe sekarang dpt mas-mas...walau iwan dpt lawan jdnya but different lah...baru seminggu sih.... g butuh jalan2 bgt nih...thanks God bgt jumat-sabtu bsok g libur walau hr minggu masuk pagi but lumayan lah drpd malem....terus minggu depan g dpt jadwal jan 7.30 sampe 14.00...lumayan isa leha2 dikit n banyakin tidur =p pa kaba2nya yah anak2 yg lain?? g dah jarang2 sms san neh... udah ah..must back to work

Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi

By Peterpan

Awal ku melihat

Kuyakin ini bukanlah yg biasa

Mengagumkan Melemahkan aku

Melihat tatap matanya

Garis tawanya

Waktu berhenti Apabila ku memandangnya

Mengagumkan Melemahkan aku

Melihat tatap matanya

Khayalan ini

Setinggi tingginya

Seindah indahnya

Tempatku memikirkannya

Bila kudapat

Kusimpan wajahnya

Memegang indahnya

Atau memilikinya

Yang ku nantiS

aat memegang tangannya

Sampai nanti

Tetap memegang tangannya

I dedicated this song for everyone who like to just look but not try or maybe know Love not always be together....

jangan tersinggung yah sapi2 yang membaca lagu ini but bener kan...sering ngayal.... =p